Lately...

Things have been weird...
There have been ups and downs recently...
Somethings just make me sad and somethings that make me happy. They just seem to even themselves out. But once I start thinking why is it that I can only remember and linger over unhappy events, and things?
Is it just human nature to remember all the bad things or something?
Or is it just me?
Let's make a list:


unHAPPY:
-SCHOOL; grades, HOMEWORK, getting up early.
-NEIL; stuff that happened, that one girl he text all the time :((((
-COLLEGE STUFF; apps, where to go, SATs, grades, finacial aid.
-MONEY; UGJKghdjkhserigklhjkgrd,
-ILLNESS; getting sick too often, PERIOD!
-CAR; messy, dented, scratched, UGH!
-ROOM; MESSY!, tuan is always in there
HAPPY:
-FRIENDS; great friends, hangout, chill, gyming, great people.
-SPORTS; Dragon boating, wrestling, swimming, badminton?lol.
-FAMILY; parents divorced, great mother, okay father, great brothers, love them too much.


idk...im confused. im on my period, fucking hormones!, i need chocolate now!
ugh i hate being so moody.
just little things can piss me off so much.
i feel stupid and stupid for acting in such manners
but i cant help it :(
i just wanna eat chocolate, watch sad dramas, lay in bed and cry.
omg.. thats gay.. ugh.
ugh guh hgu hug uhg ghu.... bleh!


Until my mood gets better...
-ANH NGUYEN :(